When will I actually become happy? I feel that I know so little. There are always points that they mentioned about that I don’t understand. Am I really that inferior? I should work harder, try not to think too negative… I hope. I only feel stupid all the time. It’s already Aug 6th, I need to give dan my thing by 20th. Why people always forget about me, and Dan didn’t email me about the breakfast today, sigh….